Saturday, October 27, 2012

The Shakespeare Review: Hamlet

First off, beggin' your pardon for this long promised review being such a long time in coming.  It's been a bit busy around here, and I've just recently been introduced to the show Sherlock, which has provided quite ample distraction.  More on that later.

As promised, I shall begin with a few personal statistics.  As I said before, I mark my reading with post-it notes.  My colours of choice at the moment are orange and green.  For an explanation of the difference, refer back to the post "What's Coming: Theatrical Reviews and NaNo!".  Or, don't, and just keep reading this post in ignorance of the life and death meaning attached to the two colours.  Seven thespian  points to those of you who come up with some intense meaning for the two different coloured post-it notes.  Please share in comment form below.

The Stats:
Green Post-It Notes: 6
Orange Post-It Notes: 15

Seen:
Live- Jungle Theatre in Minneapolis; Hugh Kennedy
Film- BBC Royal Shakespeare Company; David Tennant

Note: Perhaps this is obvious, but, ehm, SPOILERS to follow.

I must begin with the performance I saw at the Jungle Theatre, as it was my first introduction to Hamlet.  This was quite an experience for me, most especially because it was my first time seeing Shakespeare performed live.  I have to say; there is nothing quite like it in the world.  I spent the bulk of the performance on the edge of my seat, clinging to every word the actors said.  It was utterly fantastic.  I was with them for every moment of the show.  I went mad with Ophelia, I died slowly with Laertes and Hamlet, and, well, nearly everyone else in the show.  I wanted so badly to be up onstage with them, capturing the wondrous and intense tragedy of Shakespeare's Hamlet.

I am disappointed that I had not read the play first, but, when the opportunity arises, one must take it!  However, I was able to read the play next; I did not let myself watch any film version or other Hamlet rendition until I had finished it.  It was a joy to be reading Shakespeare again.  While it took me some time to work through, as I was being very thorough, and maintain a rather busy schedule, it was a wonderful read.  Of all the Shakespeare I have read thus far (which, admittedly, is not a whole lot), it is my favourite. I absolutely love the character Hamlet.

The wayward Prince is ever so amusing.  His sarcastic and witty personality is quite fun to behold; most particularly his episodes of "madness".  Perhaps not the most stable fellow in the universe, and certainly dramatic, but who can blame him?  A dead father, not yet cold in the grave, and suddenly your mother is married to your uncle?  And, apparently, no one seems to care.  One of my favourite soliloquies in here:

"O that this too too sullied flesh would melt,
Thaw, and resolve itself into a dew,
Or that the Everlasting had not fixed

His canon 'gainst self-slaughter. O God, God,
How weary, stale, flat, and unprofitable
Seem to me all the uses of this world! 
[...]" 
~Hamlet, I.ii  (William Shakespeare)

I love this first introduction to Hamlet's innermost thoughts.  And what a revelation they are!  What suffering the young man possesses himself of.  If only... if only he could end his time in this world.  He only wishes to be rid of the pain of his heart. When the death is apparently mere happenstance, there is nothing for Hamlet to do.  He can only hope that his own misery will end.  The entrance of his deceased father, however, gives him a new outlet for his pain.  Revenge. 

This portion of the play is also highly interesting, because the tragedy that happened to Hamlet is later mirrored when Polonius is killed.  Another death of a father.  However, Ophelia and Laertes take this quite differently.  Laertes follows a similar path to Hamlet's, though less cleverly.  He is hot headed and full of rage, whereas Hamlet allows his pain to fester within, only to come out during agonized soliloquies or chats with his late father.  Laertes is brash and unthinking; he will rush in and destroy anything in his path in a search for his vengeance.  Interesting to see how Hamlet cleverly sought proof of sorts; one might wonder how Laertes would have reacted to the ghost of his own father.  Perhaps attempted, quite futilely, to stab it to death.  Granted, it must be admitted that Polonius would not have made a very convincing ghost.  If he had ever even reached the point of explaining to his son who his murderer was, or even simply getting a coherent sentence out, it would have been a feat for him that he had never achieved in life.

In contrast to the two young men, Ophelia simply takes a dive off the deep end upon becoming aware of the tragic circumstances.  Naturally, she cannot be blamed for seeking solace in complete insanity, considering the brutal death of her dearest father.  However, had she had some thought of revenge, would it have prevented her insanity?  Perhaps for a while.  But vengeance only breeds such madness; it does not cure it.

The ending of the play...  How can I put this?  Absolutely bloody fantastic!  Perhaps that seems incredibly morbid, but how else could it have ended?  To have lived further, attempting to sort such a mess... when there truly is no way to come back from what has been done; what further good could have existed?  And poor Horatio.  That dear fellow was by Hamlet's side to the end.


I must say a few things about the BBC film version from the RSC (Royal Shakespeare Company) now.  David Tennant is utterly fantastic.  Admittedly, he was the reason (having seen him in Doctor Who), that I was so excited to watch this version.  And my excitement was most certainly well placed.  Almost more so than with the live stage version, I hung onto every single syllable.  And that is something more difficult to achieve with a screen between you and your audience.

One of the things I enjoyed most about the film version, that differentiated from the stage version, was the way the soliloquies by Hamlet were performed.  Through direct camera shots, the affect of Hamlet staring straight at you into your very soul was achieved quite nicely intensely. (I hate the word 'nice'.  It's so lacking in emotion or description of any kind.  If I use it again, and don't catch it- make a note in a comment and I'll give you 42 thespian points.  Also, if you realize the significance of the number 42, please allot yourself another 10 thespian points.)  As I was saying, the affect was quite intense.  I loved it.  It couldn't quite be achieved in the same manner in the live version, which isn't to say Hugh Kennedy's deliverance still wasn't spectacularly chilling.

In summary, I highly recommend Hamlet to anyone with an interest in Shakespeare, or simply the world of theatre. (As though I would read Shakespeare and not recommend it. Ha. How amusing.)  The play is wonderfully full of ups and downs; perfect moments of wit and amusement, followed closely by intense tragedy and delicious bouts of madness.  Who wouldn't love it?

Thursday, October 4, 2012

What's Coming: Theatrical Reviews and NaNo!

I have decided to include in my blog reviews, thoughts, and personal statistics on all the plays I read on my journey to thespianism.  (If you use this word in a conversation today you get to add five thespian points to your total!)  Some of these plays I may have already read in high school for classes, or for personal amusement, but I will be reading many new works, and re-reading others.  I have chosen to begin with "Hamlet", the review of which will be shortly following this.  I will begin these posts with the personal statistics I mentioned earlier.  Since I am sure you were curious by precisely what I meant by that, allow me to explain briefly.

As I read, I like to mark the work with post-it notes to keep track of scenes, monologues, and lines or exchanges that I find clever, or worth re-reading.  These, I mark with orange post-its.  Furthermore, I mark with green post-it notes any monologues I am considering memorizing or utilizing for future and yet unknown auditions; or those that I just want to re-read again later.

For my own future reference, I am going to start by creating a list here of past shows I have been involved in and/or seen.  Characters in (parentheses), other types of exposure to specified play/musical through various media in [brackets].

Involved in:
Summer 2005- Annie (Orphan Kate) [film]
Fall 2006- Grease (Beauty School Dropout, Chorus) [film]
Fall 2007- Wizard of Oz (Jitterbug Dancer, Crow) [film]
Summer 2008- Little Shop of Horrors (Girl Group Singer) [film]
Fall 2008- Good News (Pit) [live- local HS]
Summer 2009- Fiddler on the Roof (Daughter, Russian Dancer, Son, Bottle Dancer, Fruma Sarah) [film]
Fall 2009- Once Upon a Mattress (The Jester) [film]
Spring 2010- Johnny Cash (Young June Carter)
Fall 2010- Footloose (Vi Moore) [film; live- local HS]
Winter 2011 (??)- Murder Mystery Audience Interaction Play (name of char.??)
Spring 2011- Honky Tonk Angels (Darlene)
Summer 2012- The Sound of Music (Maria Von Trapp) [film]
Fall 2012- All Shook Up (Assistant Director) [live- Chanhassen Dinner Theatre]

Solely seen:
Fall 2004- Cinderella [live- local HS; film]
Summer 2005- Phantom of the Opera [live- Broadway, NYC; film]
Fall 2005- Beauty and the Beast [live- Chanhassen Dinner Theatre, local HS; film]
Summer 2008- Sweeney Todd[live- Pioneer Place Theatre; film]
(Dates??)- Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat  [live- Chanhassen Dinner Theatre]
Fall 2011- Anything Goes [live- local HS]
Fall 2011- Hamlet [live- Jungle Theatre]

And now, for... posterity.  Or something akin to that.

The Early Years:
Fall 1997- [preschool plays] 3 Billy Goats Gruff (3rd Billy Goat); Rumpelstiltskin (Miller's Daughter/Princess)
Summer 2004 (??)- [Prairie Fire Children's Theatre] Pinocchio (Hooligan #8)
Fall 2004- [sixth grade Christmas program] --something about shepherds??-- (Matt(y) Hemlock)


Now that I've taken up a ridiculous amount of space with an exhaustive list of my theatrical experiences and exposure, time to move on to part two of the title of this post.  NaNo.  Allow me to elaborate.

NaNo, or NaNoWriMo, stands for National Novel Writing Month.  It takes place in the month of November, and is a fantastic event wherein thousands of people spend a month staying up all hours of the day and overdosing on coffee so they can finish writing their novels.  The goal is to reach 50,000 words within the month of November.  No editing is allowed during the process which is really hard (and really good for) me.  I'm a crazed perfectionist, which is why my writing process takes so long; and it really tends to hold me back.

Anyway, I've decided this is the year for me.  I've participated a number of years and not yet "won" (winning being reaching the 50,000 words in the month) because I've always had musical going on, or black belt testing, or some other craziness coming up.  However, I am allowing no more excuses.  My novel is getting finished, or at least gaining 50,000 words this November.  There are always excuses; and I've finally come to the realization that I will always be insanely busy, since that's clearly the way I like my life to be.  Thus, I came to the conclusion I simply had to decide to do it anyway, and so here I am, prepared for the challenge.  November may be a month of very late nights, but that's okay; because I will succeed!

That is what that picture link is on the upper left hand corner of my blog.  Click there, and it will take you to the NaNoWriMo website, wherein you can create your own account and join in the frenzy this November!  Have you always wanted to write a book?  Has there been an idea just itching at the back of your mind, begging to be put down on paper?  Here's your chance.  Don't wait and put it off (like I also ended up doing a number of times) -- give it a go!  You won't regret it.

And that about sums up the latest projects that I have cooking.  Coverage will probably be found here within the blog for such things, including NaNo; instead of writing in my novel, I'll probably get frustrated and write venting posts in here.  If I'm not posting here in November, however, that could possibly be taken as a good sign.  Maybe I'll be on such a roll with my book I won't be able to stop and blog.

And now onto the next adventures!  Hamlet review coming soon to a blog near you.  And by that, I mean this one- so don't stray too far.

Wednesday, October 3, 2012

The Thespian Pause

Welcome to another amazing installment of my blog.  I know you've all been waiting on tenterhooks for another post to come flying your way.  Let me begin by saying that I am quite aware that this post title sounds like an episode of 1960's Star Trek.  Regretfully, this post is not about Star Trek.  This may come as a shock to you, but this post is about thespians.  More specifically, and as the title suggests (or rather, blatantly states), this post is about the "Thespian Pause".  Allow me to elaborate.

The Thespian Pause may at first seem rather self-explanatory.  However, it is rather misleading. Though dubbed the "thespian pause"; it is not a pause made by thespians.  Perhaps I should have named it "the pause made by people who find out that your chosen path is the life of an artist, more specifically that of an actor, and they do not find it plausible nor practical in the least; and thus they do not know how to reply and instead create awkward moments of silence in which they try not to laugh, and then attempt to conceive of ways to convince you that you should not try to be an actor, because only Johnny Depp and people like him can be actors; and you should instead be an accountant because you can made a respectable and steady living doing that".  However, I thought that was a bit lengthy. 

Perhaps you got a bit of an idea as to the true meaning behind The Thespian Pause within the previous and somewhat superfluous paragraph.  I have only recently truly begun to understand it myself.  As a recently declared Theatre Major, I have just started my journey into this world.  Though I have been exposed to this as an artist/theatrical pursuer in the past, I have never stated it outright as my career choice.  I am curious to see this unfold as I continue to get asked the question: "What's your major?" and/or: "What do you plan on doing once you graduate from the University?"  Generally, when the questions are asked in this order, the second question comes laden with an incredulous and/or horrified tone.  Sometimes, it even escalates into hysterics; at which point the personage posing the query will have a melt down and fall to the floor, begging the crazed Theatre Major to choose a different path.  Any other path.  Anything but theatre.

If you have ever seen this reaction live, you can have 2.5 thespian points.  I shouldn't really be giving out thespian points for something like that, but I don't make the rules.  Scratch that, I definitely make the rules.  You can have your points and eat them, too!  ... If you want to.  I'm not sure if they taste good; you'll have to let me know.

Continuing on with the subject at hand... I really had to force myself not to use the term 'digress' again; I really enjoy it far too much.  If you used the term 'digress' within the past week, you can have four more thespian points, which are really starting to seem rather random.  You will notice that while this paragraph attempted to return to the topic of this blog post, it utterly failed and became its own entity.  That's okay; I forgive it.  Everything needs to assert its independence somehow.

 *AHEM*  Seriously, time to get back on track.

The Thespian Pause is at once a terrifying and amusing thing.  As a theatre performer, musician, or other proclaimed artist by trade, the Thespian Pause (which could perhaps be more accurately named the "Performer's Pause" or "Artist's Pause") embodies all the fears you have already realized yourself and defeated in order to get where you are.  For I would consider it already quite a large feat to devote yourself to a field in the performing arts, or simply arts in general; especially when all the surrounding societal pressures, and oftentimes evidence, tells you that this is exactly what you should not be doing under any circumstances ever unless you are independently wealthy and know how to sky dive while playing the bagpipes, which could possibly get you incredibly famous.

I, unfortunately, do not have this skill.  Perhaps that means I should turn tail and run from the theatre department as fast as I can.  That Thespian Pause that has been plaguing me has only just begun, and perhaps I should listen.  They could be right.  Maybe the chances of making a career in this field are not perfect.  But guess what?

I don't care.  Not in the slightest.  This is what I want to do; this is what I love.  There is nothing that makes me happier.  I made myself miserable for quite some time trying to make myself be "practical", whatever that means, and it didn't pay off.  I know now exactly what I should be doing, and I have to tell you; it's one of the most amazing feelings in the world.  I wake up, and every single day, I am ecstatic because I remember that I am a theatre major and I am doing what I love.  You need to find what gives you that passion in life and pursue it.  What makes your heart leap and your blood rush?  Every single bit of my day is full of moments where I pause and just think about the fact that I chose to do what I love, theatre, and nothing is more satisfying than that. 

Furthermore, nothing can stop me from doing it.  No matter how many times I get the Thespian Pause, and I'm sure it will be many more, it will not change my mind.  Perhaps, stubborn fool that I am, it will only strengthen my resolve.  And when you find what you love to do, why would you ever do anything else?  What's the point of making yourself miserable?  I might sound as though I have a romanticized view of life; but I prefer to think that although I have the knowledge that life will be tough and knock me down many times throughout its course, I will always get back up.  And every time I get back up, I will be a little bit closer to my goal.  It's not about expecting things to come easily; it's about never stopping.

Don't let the Thespian Pause, or its equivalent, give you pause.